His gait was kingly and he looked tall and striking.
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He held
a palmleaf fan and four or five newspapers in his hand. He had draped himself
with a green shawl. His locks lay in clusters around his face. His face was shining,
and clean with a broad and brilliant forehead. Thus he stood blocking the
temple tower and hill out of my view. A spurt of anger arose in me quite
discernibly but meeting him eye to eye my anger was put out at once
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I gestured affectionately with my left hand and invited him
to sit by my side. At once, he sat down
unhesitatingly. Again I reverted my eyes towards temple tower and the hill.
Though my gaze was fixed far away I felt that the person seated next to me was
watching meas if talking to me. I was sharply aware of his presence. Thus
though we were seated side by side, we
did not speak to each other. Almost twenty minutes passed in this way. He was
looking at me keenly, which I could feel and I began to wonder why he was
staring so. Perhaps! It was my appearance, I thought.
I sported a bear and matted hair. Being prosperous merchant,
I wore a ring, a chain around the neck
and a bracelet, all of gold. Though it was a holiday for the market, it being
Sunday, only I sat the shops in the bazaar. Perhaps swami wondered at this.
While he was watching me thus,I thought that I should him at
least a cup of coffee. I turned the elder and said, “Sir! Please take some
coffee”, in a loving tone and heard “Yes, alright” in reply in a deep tone. I
felt the sound fill my mind and strike my body. I became alert once and brought
me eyes and mind under control. The next moment I clapped my hands to call the
boys playing on the terrace above the shop on the opposite side. The elder
seated next to me asked me, “why do you clap your hands and call those boys”? I
replied very humbly, “Sir! I called them to fetch the coffee”. The, swami was
pleased to bid me for the first time. “Not them, You go yourself to get it”.
This made me angry again. Perhaps! It was a mistake to have offered coffee to
this man. Now he is giving me order?
Perumal himself to be an important man, a respected
merchant. In India
a person of status doest not run errands for others or carry coffee across
town, but has some one of a lower status do it for him. He had just met a
strange beggar, about whom he knew nothing, and yet he was compelled by his
presence and beauty to serve him without question, even though he felt some
ambiguity and even anger about it. Who was this beggar to have such an effect
on him, and so effortlessely? I twas most unusal, and on the other way back
with the coffee, his anger was fueled all the more each time he had to decline
two or three offers from other people to carry the coffee for him. At one point
he replied to the offer to help, “I am taking this coffee for a venerable
person. Therefore I must take it myself”.
Returning with the coffee he found that the swami was
seated, facing west and smoking a cigarette. Even dressed in rags, there was a
majesty about his presence. In fact he seemed more like a king than a beggar. Perumal was surprised , but
accepted that perhaps the swami had the habit of smoking.
| “While you were on your way here, did not anyone offer to
fetch the coffee”? the elder asked. “ I
did not give it to them. I brought itmyself”. Perumal answered. |  |
Taking the coffee, the strange beggar poured in into four
vessels and began cooling by pouring it from one vessel into another. His acts
were entirely enigmatic to perumal, who watched while the beggar cooled the
coffee, the gave half the quantity to
perumal while scrutinizing his beard and mattered hair. The he poured the other
half of the coffee into the coconut shell that he carried, and holding it in
one hand, continued to gaze at perumal.
“Who are you? Where do you live?” Yogi Ramsuratkumar asked
suddenly. Perumal was rather taken aback, since there were sitting outside his
shop, and replied, “This metalware shop
is mine”. “At what t ime do you open the shop?” the
swami asked.
“I open the shop at seven thirty in the morning. The closing
time depends on the customers. I may even be ten at night when the shop is
closed.” “What is your name?” the beggar
queried sweetly.
Sir! My parents and elders have named me Sivannanainda
Perumal.” At this the beggar burst into a joyous peal of laughter for no
apparent reason. “Do you laugh because
it is a very long name?”, Perumal asked trying not to be offended. At this he
laughed more, and kept laughing until he finally looked at perumal and asked in
soft voice, “ Why do you sport a beard and matted hair”?. Anger flared in
perumal’s vital and he exclaimed, “That is on ething about which you should not
ask!” Yogi Ramsuratkumar only continued
to gaze at him tenderly!”. Very shortly perumal left to conduct business and
went about the rest of his day but he could not take his off the beggar, whom
he referred to as an” elder”. He eventually went back to his shop that day in
hope of seeing the elder again, but he was disappointed to find him gone.
Perplexed by the whole interaction and the strange effect the elder was having
upon him, a great restlessness began to plague him; he began to feel that he
had lost something very precious.
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Perumal went back to open his shop. Later that morning he spotted the swami coming toward the shop from the east. Without thinking, Perumal invited him to sit
down in his shop. When the swami was settled Perumal sent for tea for everyone
present, offering the tea whe it arrived, to the swami himself, which beggar
lovingly accepted. From the decription given by perumal, it seems that the
stature of the beggar, whom he now called “swami” – a title of respect – had
begun to have its effect, and perumal wanted to offer him something more
substantial. When breakfast arrived he offered the idlis (fermented rice
pancakes) to the beggar. | 
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“Let us eat” he said,
looking up at swami, Only then did he really see him for the first time.
His eyes were like
the two shining water white kernels of a freshly halved coconut, as though they
were filled with tears, He said genly,
“What is sent is meant for one person only. For you “.
I replied “ sir! You please accept it”.
Again he said gently,
“Let us both eat!”, I s aid yes at once and the opened the box. There were six
idlis and a sufficient quantity of chutney and sambar to go with it. Swami
ate three idlis….then pointing to the
boy who had fetched the meal, swami asked me “Who is this? What is this name?.
I replied “His name is Raju. He is brahmachary. A true
friend”.
Swami called the boy near and asked him, Do you know the
name of this beggar? And then in nectarine voice swami revealed his name for
the first time: “Yogi Ramsuratkumar”.
Looking at me he asked me, “what is your name?”.
To this I replied, “ My parents and elders have named me “Sivananainda
Perumal.” Then Swami burst into a marvelous laughter which seemed to be
suffused with joy. It became contagious and all of us laughed for at least five
minutes. As he laughed, his face blossomed into redness.
Oh! There are many types of laughter! But I can never hear
or see a laughter such as this. I have seen and heard many types of laughter.
This was the laughter of perfect innocence that would enchant the mind of
anyone. His laughter was such that my mind became empty of all thoughts and was
totally transfixed in that laughter. It was a laughter which would gladden the
hearsts of all, a laughter that I heard and saw so fully that I would never
forget it.
“I have a reason to
elaborate upon this laughter. Have you seen your own mind feel a joy when you
stand by the sea and watch the waves raise one after another and race towards the shore? The laughter of
our Lord Yogi Ramsuratkumar was like the sprouting of sheets and sheets of
golden grain when the dark rain-bearing clouds shower down on parched earth.
His laughter was gentle, too like the soft rain-petals that touch and nourish
fresh grain. The mind that revels in the golden colors of the sky, the wonder
of the rainbow and the eye that has enjoyed those sightscan understand what I
am trying to say. Such was my state. It will be very difficult to understand
his laughter that day, which was a dance of grace indeed. I cannot forget it..
Since the day I knew that laughter it has stayed to brighten my mind, even
now.”